Waiting........................Wishing

My brother David and his wife Lisa are expecting their first baby, she was due yesterday and has yet to make an appearance, we are all waiting.

I believe she will be the only baby for our family, my sister is 40+ and has fertility problems and i am late 30s in a relationship but my partner has been sterilised for 18 years so i don't think there's any likelihood of a baby.

I have been in relationships before and not wanted to have a child with that person, i don't believe that having a child should be considered unless you are with the right person ( obviously 'right changes sometimes ') and until this point i have not been with the right person.

I resigned myself a long time ago that i wouldn't give birth to a child but every now and again when i look into my partners eyes i just wish things could have been different.

This little girl will be so precious and i cannot wait to see her little face and see my brother who is 10 years younger than me, and i still see him as my little brother, as a Dad, a proper grown up !!!!!