Spaghetti Brains

Just too much going in in my head, my oersonal life feels like i have a rollercoaster ride; dont know what the conclusion will be or when the ride ends or what will be left at the end . Damn !

Work is jsut a slow train to nowhere, unfortunatly there are few jobs out there unless i want to take a massive pay cut.

Study is ok but hard.

My weight and fitness again is just another struggle.

All in all i have to get a grasp on whats happening with me, my oersonal life, is too early to make a decison either way, the rest i just have to persevere with and get my head down.

Up and Down Day

Well, i didn't get snowed in at home so had to come to work, would much rather have caught up on stuff at home, never mind.

Was on my own in the office so have done nothing but paperwork, popped out at lunchtime and bought cake - now this accounts for the DOWN - ate too much cake and then had a sugar crash and burn.

SO to distract myself from the sheer agony of a headache and mood dump i thought i'd take a photo and pay homage to the devil that is refined sugar !!!

This doesnt make me feel better - spinning class and swimming but i know it wont burn the sugar consumption of today !!!

Damn, I lack self control !!!!

Gonna Try

I'm going to try and restart this blog and become more frequent in my postings, we'll see !!!!!

Snowy Day

The day started off quite snowy there have been a few hours of no snow and now its back. The flakes are quite wet and very fine, I sort of want to get snowed in so I can have a pj and duvet day tomorrow but I have a social life that requires a car.

Not sure what I want !! As per usual